It's been real & it's been fun.

Well this Is the end my friends! The end of 2012! Today my last post of the year is going to be about my 2012 year!
Sadly. I wish I could redo this year. But oh how it's passed so quickly!! In the blink of an eye we are at the end.

My year consisted of ..just a sad love story. Heart broken more than you can count. Nights of heartache and tears. All the words he spoke was a dagger in me. Nights questioning how such a perfect love could shatter so quickly. But luckily. Through those hard times I found myself and how much my Heavenly Father loves me. How his heart is full of love and how much he can comfort me when I'm sad.
After praying and praying my mind finally left the guy I loved. I didn't ever think of him. But I still loved him. ~In my life theres been no one like him anywhere, anywhere where he is. If he asked. Ha. I'd be his. < that's off les mis {I'm obsessed} just kinda fit there so I put it there:)

Jealousy sure got a good kick out of me though. Made me dislike a girl I once called a good friend. I wish I could see her sweetness again. But I just can't. I will tho:) I'm still workin on it!
I did listen to one quote saying "if you love something, let it go. If it doesn't come back it was never meant to be, if it does its yours to keep" in my head I always thought. This is goodbye for me. As you can see I loved this guy so freakin much ..poo. It sucked. After all that junk n java i did meet a really cool kid. I never really liked him. A small crush.I guess you could say.. he was one of theeee hottest guys at my school. I gotta spend my days with him and my friends. Cal Joyner. Unfortunately this lil felluh, had many many girlies on his back. So I stayed away from that. But the guy i loved ..eventually.. he came back to me:) I'm still questioning if I'm just another girl right now tho. I've found some things out..Sometimes I wish I'd never known.
But honestly, through the trials you have. You find God. You truely convert. You see his tender mercies he brings you every day. I like to write mine down & look back to see how blessed I was to receive those
You become a stronger person. Because even the darkest nights will end and the sun will rise again. Juss sayin!
This year I also got to meet new friends. I'm so glad I have them. They don't know what I'm going through. Yet.. They sure of know how to make me laugh!!
I remember last year on New Years! Wow. I reunited with my best friends! Karla and Monica! ..that was the beginning for us. I wonder whats in store for me on this new beginning. Im so exited. It's crazy. Time will fly again in 2013.. And next thing you know. I'll be a senior and graduated!!.. Oh man!
Well tw3ntyy tw3lv3 { It's been real and it's been fun. But it hasn't been real fun.
2013. Be good to me.
Happy New Years!!
Sincerely.. Mee.. Desi!

#yolo

I'm a cryer

“Winter is on my head, but eternal spring is in my heart.”
― Victor Hugo

Let me tell you. I'm a cryer. I was crying my eyes out at les miserables . Such a beautiful story and the music was incredible. Even though the movie only talked like 4 times and sang the rest. I loved it.

Next.ive fallen in love with a guy.and I've just found something out. It's not a good thing. But.. How do I tell him I've found this thing out? Or do I just go on like I've never heard a thing. Psh.Whatever. It's ok just stab my heart anytime you feel. It's whatever

NOT.
Jk. He doesn't stab my heart. He's a nice one and just pokes it. K whatttt am I saying. I dunno. Shilly me
But there is NO reason for me to be sad. ~if there's one thing I've learned about life.. It is that's life goes on. So be a happy butterfly flyin through the wind. Once again I'm ramblin:)..


There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

△Love is the garden of the young.△
I had a really great time with him today though. Our little adventures. He makes me laugh, there is never a day I go with out a smile around him. My favorite part about Him driving is I get to wrap my arms around his arm and just lay on his shoulder as he drives. And close my eyes and luckily I open them and I'm blessed to know. It's real life. And I'm not just dreaming.

But anyways. Les miserables. Aaaaaaahhhmazzzzing:) you've gotta see it girls. Some guys definitely won't like it. But hey.just a warning for you all you will cry. I dreamed a dream dra da da daaaaa. Ha. Oh annnnd that song will get stuck in your head and you will either download it from iTunes buy a cd from Walmart or watch it off the good o'l YouTube.
Oh and to my cousins out there! I finally saw pitch perfect! Finally!& franciiii I know you're reading this. All I have to say is..uhm. Hi!youre the coolest guy i know.greeat o pal:)...just wait till I beat you up. Haha
Aight homies.
I'm out

Sincerely me desi :)

~A Happy birthday to my Papa 🎈

Today is my fathers birthday. And do you know how old my ol' man is? He's thirty freakin seven. He's almost forty! That's some sign ..sorry dad but..your officially getting old. Even though you still look like a 25 year old:)
Dang papa. We've been through so much but one thing I can say I love about my dad so much is he never stops fighting for me. I'm so grateful for that. He's been such a great example in my life& I'm pretty sure I've spent more time with my dad then all ya'll have..(why am I talking like a cowgirl?..idk:] ) every two weeks I get to see my dad. He drives me to school. Which is a 45 minute drive there and back. And even on somedays we drive to his work, which we get more time.
He even lives so far away. Clear in narnia , which is many moons away from my friends. Resulting in the whole day with him because all my friends are in orem. Isn't that a lot?:) I'm so grateful for every hour I spend with my ol' knuckle head. We've laughed harder than a rock. Haha < does that even make sense?:)
I can never get embarrassed from him no matter how hard he try's. he's my best friend. And I'm so blessed to have the coooooolest dad there ever lived. Happy birthday papa! I love you
Sincerely
Me . Your . daughter Desi.

Aka. Rooney:)

It's a hard thing.

Today my friend received a text saying her friend is leaving tomorrow to California. Unfortunately this friend..isn't just a friend. This was her cowboy, her partner and her love. They were the cutest thing around eachother. Always making eachother laugh. I loved it. I can't even imagine what she's going through right now. I'm so lucky just to have the guy I like, like me too. Not only that. But I get to see him every day. And give him the biggest hugs. I've never thought about how hard it would be to ever let that go. I guess you could say we've separated before. But for me it wasn't right. I felt like I was missing my other half.i still saw him in school & stuff, we never really talked. But To actually loose someone you can connect with so close and be separated for miles and miles and miles apart and still be in love. I can't imagine. Never take things for granted. Because you never know what's going to happen. I'm so thankful to see the guy I love everyday. My prayers go out to her. Comfort her. I love this girl with my whole stinkin heart.
Until they meet again. <3
Love you Val!
Sincerely
Me Desi.

Holiday pictures

Merry Christmas from heaven

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I see the Countless Christmas trees around the world below

With tiny lights like heaven stars reflecting in the snow

The night is so spectacular please wipe away the tear

For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear. But sound Of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring. For it is beyond description to hear the angel sing

I know how much you miss me I see the pain inside your heart

But I am not so far away we really aren't apart

So be happy for me dear ones you know I hold you dear

And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year

I sent you each a special gift from heavenly home above. I sent you each of memory of my undying love. After all love is a gift more precious Then pure gold. it was always most Important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other, as my father said to do. For I can't count the blessings or the love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away the tear. remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year

Holiday eve!

This has been such a great holiday

Right now I can not stop laughing. My grandmas husband basically.. (Not really her husband) but anyways. He is sooo drunk! Nd he is dancing like a maniac. It's very entertaining.
Next I'd like to tell you about my lovely morning I had with my grandma! It was snowing outside and her Christmas tree was just gleaming so beautifully. And it smelled like Christmas in her house. We sat on the couch and sipped hot cocoa and listens to the amazing tunes of Christmas. It was the best. Seriously perfect.

Then one of my cousins shared a beautiful poem ill post later. It made me cry. It was sooooo beautiful!!

My cousin also made these really cool blankets and on one side it had pictures of them! It was so cute. I think I wanna make a blanket like that for a special someone with a bottle of a yummy cologne:)...or is the blanket weird.. Haha not sure, need your advice:)

Merry Christmas lovelies
Sincerely,
Me Desi

Tiana Halversen .

Itsa my time of the month.

Good afternoon my happy blog readers.
It is currently 12:44 and I am tucked up under my blanket curled up in a ball because its my time of the month. What a lovely surprise..not.
It's not a very enjoyable thing. Oh not at all. I'm usually not the type that gets cranky and rude. But today. I'm cranky & rude. It's not fun at all especially around this holiday season. My back is throbbing.& all I wanna do is sleep,
But I can't fit that in my schedule today. It's a bummer. I can see why girls get cranky ..it's cuz they either have something in them or they are wearing a diaper all day with occasional gushes of fluid...not. Fun. At . All.

Onto the good stuff. In church today we had a wonderful lesson! I am going to post that lesson later on. You will probably cry. Because I did! I love it so much tho & so will you:)
Happy Christmas
And ya..

Sincerely
Me Desi

~Howdy thurr

Hello fellow citizens. So I have a question? Wasn't it suppose to be the end of the world today? I'm pretty disappointed nothing happened. No even a little shake from the earth? Nothing?! I'm jokinnn. Silly me..Desi. Wezzy, fezzy, kezzy. All of the above.. Whatever you wanna call me:) no big deal. Wanna know something weird? So one day I was suppose to be cleaning my room and of course when you actually clean your room you do happen to fall upon treasures or little things you forgot about. Well this little thing I fell upon was my moms old treasure..my baby book! I opened it and thought oh dear whoooo is that?!...lookin a little strange..oh wait!! Thhhhaaaaat's me!!..I look lovely..! And one of the messages in the book said my name was suppose to be Dana!! Ok..I kinda had to catch myself there and re read it... Yep my calculations were right.. My silly crazy parents were going to name me Dana. No offense to any Dana's out there but..Hott diggity.. I'm sure glad that is not my name. Just thought I'd bring that to your attention, just in case any of you were wondering

Oh and today, I actually got to sleep in!! Holla!Can you believe it!? I bet I blew all your minds away! No but really, it's so nice to sleep. Like ya..

And right now I just can't sleep. Yep. Just me all alone in my bed just laying here thinking...hmm I could close my eyes & attempt to fall asleep again. Play the guitar( ya. I "borrowed" my stepbrothers guitar and I'm trying to teach myself how to play..shh don't tell) or I could ..idk. I mean I am just sitting here. Oh but lookeyyy..I'm doin something. I'm bloggin it up. But the question I have for myself is..what will I do after?..I'm driving myself crazy.
About that guitar..i practice quite a bit, but then when i see my friend play it & hes freaking pro i go home and expect myself to be that great & once i play im like..oh hey. you suck. remember?

There is a white chocolate nativity scene set up right next to my bed. I am very tempted to eat it. But wait I'm not a really big fan of white chocolate.
Do I eat it?


Goodnight felluhs!
Sincerely, me desi

It's the end of the world? Say wha?

Ok . Wow, who knew my last day on this earth would be so amazing? I'm jokin felluhs. It's obviously not the end of the world yuh sillies:) ..or is it..? Haha

I got to spend my morning singing my little lungs out with my little munchkin Moses. Oh and what makes this extra special is..the songs we sang were in Chinese. Bet you wanna hear that don't yuh? ..ya pretty great.

Then my best friend mr. K came on over to my house. Seriously. I don't know what I'd do with out this guy. When I look in his eyes all if our memories flash through my head! But everything is so real when I'm with that Booger. I can just be myself around him (except..I still can't sing around him..cuz he's freaking pro..#problem) but I remember back in the day when we very first met and he'd walk me to my class. We seriously probably talked 3 times, and those three sentences we spoke everyday he probably never heard one word I said because I was so quiet. But now. I can talk & talk..but, I bet he still has no idea what I'm saying. Haha. I love being around him. No I'm not lucky I'm blessed, ..yes. Anyways I gotta spend my afternoon with him and I've never felt soo happy. We went up to my brothers cemetery that sits on the mountain. When we got up there it was so peaceful. The view was gorgeous. Utah, congrats I'm giving you ~themostbeautifulmountains award. Having warm arms wrapped around me looking out at the beautiful view. Best. Juss sayin.

And now. I'm in my cozy room relaxing, knowing that there is no school tomorrow..BEST feeling there is. SLEEPIN' in. Just talking about sleep gets my eyes sleepy. Looks like that's my sign to kick off the lights and snuggle up in my little Joaquin's blanket and dream on.

Goodnight lovelies
Sincerely,
Me. Desi

A flick of the switch

When things were going so good. They had to all of the sudden switch around..

When your little brother went from sleeping in your room because he was scared.. To having him say " I wish you were never in my family!!"
When laughing with your mom turned where you can't even look in her eyes.
All I can turn to now. Who I've always. Leaned on is my Heavenly Father and Jesus. The only family members who seem like they care. I know my family members probably care but it doesn't show. I need to keep my chin up. Find a way to ignore all the hard things and find the good throughout my day. But avoiding the words hurt.today my day was very rough. Walking into seminary crying. Of course my face reacts with a simple tear. I get those big old hunk a dora red dots around my eyes. As I go into seminary they are watching a video about the little children who are sick in the hospitals. And they play "you raise me up" by josh groban. My eyes were filled with many layers of fresh tears. All piling up ontop of eachother because I did not want to let them out and cry. The video reminded me of my sweet little Joaquin. In my next class. My ex crush(why did I like him?) had to push my buttons. Out of all of the days he picked today. My heart was racing and I wanted to run out of the room screaming. Luckily my day got better as I saw my best friend keian was there to wrap his arm around me..not knowing I was having the worst day ever and say "hey I was looking at you in science and you are So pretty" I'm so grateful for that little tender mercie.
I don't know who to talk to in person anymore. Except for my blog journal and my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I'm so so so so thankful. Words can't even explain how thankful I am to have them. Heavenly Father and Christ want to see a smile on my face everyday. They want me to do better. They want things to work out. I can feel their love when I pray. When I walk in school. When I attend seminary. And I especially feel their love when my heart is on the edge of slipping apart.im grateful I was born into this gospel.

Prayers for the loss.

My heart aches to those who lost their loved ones in the shooting today. Waking up in the morning..giving them a kiss goodbye and not being able to see them after school because some guy..out of his mind went and shot innocent children of god. It's so hard to loose the ones we love. And sometimes we cant have the reason "why" it happened to us. The poor innocent children. But I do know that they served there purpose here. And that Heavenly Father took brought them home for a reason..a reason we don't know.but there is something I do know. I do know that they are In the saviors arms. They are happy and safe where they are now. I read a small post somebody put about saying "20 children" ..20 children who don't get to live their life..20 children who will never get their first kiss 20 children who won't be able to get married" and so on.. I do have to say I disagree with that. They WILL get to. In the millennium. They WILL see their family's again. And I know it. With all my heart. It's SO hard. My prayers go out to their family's for their loss. ~until we meet again

My 12.12.12

Hey everyone, and happy 12.12.12 I hope you all enjoy the pictures and posts of EVERYONE'S 12.12.12 screensavers or whatever. Haha anyway..onto my day

Lets start off with this lovely morning. Paper permission to donate blood✔
I was so exited to donate blood for the first time today so as I'm happily trottin down the stairs whistling my Christmas tune..my friend texts me and says .oh you need your social security number.
Ok oh my...wow so I call my mom about...100 times. Jk only like 3 but that's a lot when you need to do something quickly. ..mm..no answer. So I wait till lunch

Lunch time:: me and my good ol pal Connie search for a driver to go get my license(btw i finally got the card!) and her social security number at her house.so we go and get them and as we get back to the school the mouth watering waffle bus is in front of our school. We couldn't pass the opportunity to buy some delicious waffles. So we stood in line ..forever but eventually got our waffle:)

Time to go donate blood:: when we finished our waffle we headed to the gym where they were holding the blood drive& we walk in all prepared& ... They are full. Can't take any more patients...not only that. But I was underweight to donate!
Whyyyyy..
But hey. Oh well. February...I will definitely donate blood. Before the lists get full!& ill hopefully have put some more weight on?..haha

Memory lane monday✨

Ready for a Christmas memory? Ok! Lets take the time machine allll the way back to the ninth grade in my cozy bed on Christmas Eve. My brothers were snuggled up with me on my tiny twin bed and I couldn't sleep because of there loud and obnoxious snores. So I texted my best friend. He wasn't my best friend yet but he was my crush. We were talking about Santa. Which of course he's real cuz he admitted to being Santa! Haha I don't even remember the whole conversation but I just remember laughing because it was so cute. How he was going to give me a sleigh ride. It was a great Christmas Eve:) so whenever I hear or see a Santa I think of this little memory two years ago!

~happy holidays <3

ALL the days by: Connie Z ft Djree me

This is me and my best fwan connieeee Zapateerrrr!:)

Our song is called All The Days. you can buy it on iTunes for 99cents.

Sadly I cant play the whole video but its a great video.

We will be posting better videos soon!

Enjoy my little nigglets!

i dont even know what nigglets means.. oh wellz:)

Pictures up!

Hello NYC.goodbye.NYC

Right now. As I type I am flying up high.up up high in the bug blue sky. Haha just thought I'd let you know. I'm on a jet blue plane coming home from the big apple.. New York City!!:)
Yesterday we surprised my sister and took her on the plane to New York for her birthday. She thought we were going in February..but we couldn't wait that long! New York was calling our names.
When we arrived in New York it was..just BEAUTiFUL! It was raining! And there was a white fog among the buildings. The buildings lights lit through the fog and it just looked so cool to me. The smell of rain. Mmm.my favorite! We walked EVErYWHERE possible. Literally. My feet kill. I mean I love you New York but...the whole walking thing EVeRyWHERE or riding with creepy strangers kinda kill me. Before we landed this morning on the news it said that there had been a fight in the subway and one of the guys got so angry he pushed the other guy onto the tracks when the train was coming! Like wtffffffff...haha crazy people.
But right now.as I'm flying through the night in this jet blue plane I'm looking around at all these faces I've never seen before and I'm also thinking of all the faces I saw on the subway and thinking...what's there story? I saw this guy. Looked about my age .it was 7 in the morning and he's riding the subway with his backpack on. And to myself I'm thinking. I wonder what his life is like..is he going to school? Is he an older man but he Just looks young? Or is he just a tourist like muuahh? And there was a sweet couple talking a different language that sounded like this "fodendjsvjzndbsjskabgs" ha jk but I wonder what's there story..how did they meet? All the little crazy questions that run through my head..haha anyways..it's inspired me to write a book. On random people I see that stand out to me. They'll be characters I add into the book. Good idea? Ha or maybe I'm just going nuts.
But hey. I had a great trip! And I am so grateful I live where I live. Clean and fresh air. Happy and thankful people. People with respect and discipline. I love utah. <3
~I'm outty! ✌

P.s. more pictures will up tomorrow. Check it out!!

My little boogers birthday!

Yesterday was my little boogers birthday!:) she turned 11! Holy cow..time does fly. I still remember driving to the hospital to see her. Such a beauty from the beginning. She's always stuck by my side and listens to me when I have a story to tell! When she was little we use to share a room and when I went back to my moms shed lay in my bed because she missed me! How sweet! I can't belive she's starting to actually like boys.crzyyyyyy. Where did the time go. Love you belly!(< yes that's her unusual nickname) Happy birthday

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Honestly..the simple things people do for you! Ah I just love them! ..

Recently I've been getting little messages here and there saying.. "You're beautiful"
It's such a small thing for him to do but honestly it's so nice & it literally makes my day 10x better! I couldn't thank this guy enough for his sweet words

Or when someone you don't know opens the door for you or gives you a smile.
Small tender mercies<3

Anyways..
I'm not really sure what to say! So many things running through my crazy mind.. Oh snaaappp! It's December in exactly 47 minutes..crazy crazy..
Which also means my littl sister is turning 11 tomorrow!? Holy cow!! It only seems like yesterday I was watching her rock back & forth in her swing watching little Einstein. How time flys..now she's already talking to me about BOYS! :0
To crazy.i don't believe it.
Anddd...yea. My mind is falling apart..and my eyelids are getting very heavy.
I miss someone. A lot. They should come home. Juss sayin!

Ill cya soon then.

My day couldn't get any worse.
With all the heart ache from today and the guy..it's nothing much.but my mind won't get off it. Annoying.

I hopped in the shower. Memories flooding through my head. Good memories of course. As they make their way down the time line to now they start getting twisted. I closed my eyes while The steaming water fell upon my head and when I opened my eyes and saw where my little brother use to sit when if help bathe him.

My heart couldn't hold together and my eyes filled with the biggest tears in the world. I was being cut with a hot knife.
In my head I thought to myself..
Why me? Why couldn't he just appear and spend a day with me? Just a day. That's all I was asking for. Just to hear his laugh and have his big brown eyes look into mine and have him smile.

As I knelt on the tiled ground in the shower a peace came over me. Almost as if it was my little brother coming to comfort me through my heartache. I realized I was being selfish. Yes. I miss him..more than anything actually. But I'm so grateful for prayer..even the smallest ones that we hold in our heart. I'm so grateful that I was born into this gospel and for the examples around me. I don't know how I'd handle my situations without it.

<3 <3
But for now. ~ill cya soon then


I love you.

Little things

•. "Sometimes..' said pooh 'the smallest things take up the most room in my heart" .•



Cherish every moment. Remember every little thing. Even the tiniest things people do that make you happy. Because one day things could change and they don't do those little things anymore. Once upon a time I was in love. Once upon a time the boy did anything to spend every little moment with me. Now upon a time.. He doesn't.. You can tell by the way his eyes wander and he doesn't really keep intune with the stories I tell. The tiniest things. Remember them and hold them close. I miss his eyes looking into mine and listening so closely to every word that I spoke. Teen love. ~screw la la love.

I love you to the moon & back

I'm really trying my best to keep myself together right now.

This is the second Christmas without my brother. For the past few weeks I've just been having flash backs of when he opened his Christmas presents and the look in his eyes! He was SO happy! His smile could make your day for weeks upon weeks!

Our last family picture with him was one with Santa in the university mall. I still remember that day so clearly. It was near closing time and I wanted to hang out with this guy I liked and I just wanted to go home as soon as I could. I was so upset that I couldn't go hang out because I was taking a picture with Santa! What would I tell my friends?! But now. I am SO SO SO thankful we have that picture with santa.

Time is going by so quickly. Only moments and ill finally be in his presence again.

I'm So THANKFUL for that picture. My heart aches and cries. I can still remember how soft his hands were..how big his brown eyes were..his soft thick hair that only flowed one way. His laugh. His small feet that rubbed back and forth against eachother.

I miss you dearly

~ill see ya soon then

The Best Friends

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       Hi. These are my best friends! We met in the ninth grade and I don't know what I'd do without them!:) they can always put a smile on my face and share my silly words I make up! They are so gorgeous and I'm glad I know them! Here are a few pictures I took today..

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                                Monica Patino

                                                              Side by side

~another adventure.

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Last night or i guess you could say this morning i had a BLAST with my cousins! Its the memories you'll never forget and the memories youll share with your kids type of memories we made last night!{ By the way..if you are reading this in mobile version I prefer you read it as web version to watch the videos!} As you know it was BLACK FRIDAY! woo! I have always wanted to go to black friday but have never had anyone to go with. Luckily this year I had my good ol' cousins to go with! Our adventure started with Mcdonalds where we got tons of magazines to look for the good deals and we pretty much just ate french fries..call us fat..but hey, it was still thanksgiving at that time! After Mcdonalds we went to the Mall and squished and made our ways through the stores. After the mall we headed to Old Navy in Orem. The most packed store yet.. the line wrapped around the whole store..literally. It took about an hour and a half or two just to make it through that line.but as we waited we all of the sudden started dancing like Napoleon Dynamite and from there we made the dance or "flash mob" < for next year! and we performed it in front of the store as people videoed us. Yes..itll soon be on YouTube from our great fans under ~ Black Friday Freaks Flash mob. We didnt get done  shopping until 7 am and we finally went home! Never felt so happy to sleep! "So solid! All the days!" 

I am so grateful for my family and cousins! sincerely meeeee 

~Happy Black Friday

.keep calm and eat on.

So..it's been a great thanksgiving! I'm so thankful I get to come together with my family every thanksgiving and get fat together!:) I love hanging out with my cousins! I'm grateful for all the laughs we share! I'm so grateful I was born into this beautiful and happy family! ~happy thanksgiving my friends <3

~Sunday writing

I can not wait for Christmas season! Fireplaces, family, food, presents, smiles, hugs,laughs,lights,carols,love, trees, peppermint, candycanes, chestnuts, mistletoes,games & maybe even some cuddling hot chocolate and a great movie! Speaking of great movies! Reck it Ralph!!! I fell in love with that movie just like that! I've been thinking about my buddy wishing he was here with us again this Christmas! I remember his big tired eyes that morning and when he's open his presents he'd bang them on the ground and laugh so hard because he was exited. I wish I could watch reck it Ralph with him as well! Oh I'm sure he'd LOVE that movie just as much as I Do! Missing you joaquin!!

Next! I'm taking my drivers test FINALLY on Wednesday morning! Wish me luck..can't wait..children ages 15 do drivers Ed before you turn 16..honestly..I regret not taking it!

Love you all.
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Have a great Sunday!

The Will of God

Today my home teachers came over to share this lovley message with us! ^

My step dad shared a story that made this message even more meaningful.
One month before my brother passed away my step dad Ricardo tore his Achilles resulting him
in a lot of pain and he had to stay home from work for a while. When this happened he thought to himself "why? why me? everything was going so good, my job..and with Christmas around the corner..how am i going to make enough money to give the kids a good Christmas?" He was very angry and confused on why this was happening.
One month later my little brother Joaquin passed away. That is when he got an answer to his prayer..
Heavenly Father "cut" down his tree to have him be able to step back and be able to spend time with his family and spend EVERY SINGLE day with his little boy before he left this earth.

I just wanted to say how grateful I am to have the gospel in my life and how much it has inpacted me and my family. I'm so grateful for my family and how much they help me in life. But what i'm also grateful for is the trials that we get. Yes its hard..painful and sad but in the end we come out as a stronger person.
~just thought id share this little message:)

Something simple

Something.Simple

took some photos in the studio. Here is just a little sneak peek!

I can not wait to get the rest!

~Enjoi

Happy Halloween!

Here's just a few pictures of this lovely 2012 Halloween! So glad I got to visit my buddy joaquin! He is captain America! So happy I got to spend just a moment with him! {what a wonderful world}

i attempted a skeleton face..fail

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