Life is like a box of chocolates

Momma always said life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gunna get

Sometimes I just want to run up to him and cuddle in his arms and just lay there, not speaking one word. And maybe even just shed a tear or two. Because when I am In his arms, whether I put his arm around my shoulder, his two fingers holding the arch of my back or even the bear hug.. I feel safe & comforted!
I just need him right now to tell me everything is ok. Even if he had no IDEA what was wrong. I'd just need to hear those words from him

Yes, I'm a little emotional tonight. All the feelings twisting and turning inside me bottled up. Missing my brother, hoping and praying for acceptance from my mom, stress, alone.. Eh just one if those nights yuh know?

Well it happened again kiddos.. My illness kicked in today. Yep, the problem in my brain when an attractive hunk flirts a lil or makes an interaction with you. {forgive me for this boringness to those who DON'T have this problem} but yep! He talked to me and In my head I said "DON'T TURN RED IDIOT!" And of course my little brain has a sence of humor and kicks on the rebellious button and says "Heck no! You're going even more red than before!!" And of course we all know how it turns out. RED. Mmh..it's SO red it's not even red anymore..
Hash tag problem

Bootiful <- I like saying that. Tell someone they look bootiful tomorrow. It'll make not only them happy but it'll make you happy!
Don't believe me? I DARE yuh to do it

Anyways, I'm outta words.

confession: I haven't even eaten my box of chocolates I got on valentines from my secret admirer yet. I think I'll dig in. YUM! Jealous? Don't be! Come over and we can share

Lots of love,
Desiree Rogers