Now lets get serious. Uhm, I'm just kidding I don't wanna get serious. Do you? .... Good.. cuz I wasn't going to get serious even if you wanted to get serious.
So today in dance at school, one of the guys talked to me& I kinda hate my brain.. Because my brain just doesn't function right around attractive males. It kinda goes a something like this:
~ red flush in the face..ON
~ personality................OFF
~ freeze like a statue...ON
~ voice.........................OFF
Honestly it's like what the HECK! I don't like the freaking guy. He's Juss a bit cute.. But noooo the brain still does some wacko thing. Is there a doctor that can fix that? Ill have to look into it. Check on that one
Woah nelly! I got the coughs & My heart is pounding {no, not because I'm in love, silly gooses!} but it is pounding hard because these terrible coughs are non stop! And my lil heart just can't keep up.
Anywho, my heart was also pounding in seminary, but not because of the o'l coughs I got goin on {gotcha didn't I} but because I felt the spirit. And it really gave me a deep deep motivation. A personal motivation. But I needed it! And I just LOVE that my Heavenly Father knew what I needed to hear and he gave me the answer to my questions in seminary today. I am so ready to go on a mission. The passion to go is sky rocketing and I love this gospel. I hate that I get so speechless to what I feel. I just want to explain every little detail but I can't! It's so frustrating. I wish I could video my seminary lesson and just send it to you. Your eyes would be glued to the screen because my seminary teacher is the best! He teaches through the spirit and he teaches in a fun way! I'm always exited to go to seminary because of it. ~count your blessings name them one by one, count your many blessings see what god hath done.
Anyways kiddos.
The small eyelids I got are closing in on me.
Maholo
Stay beautiful
With love,
Me desi
