holy guacamole am I excited to move back home. WAIT WHAT? yes, the news is out to those of you who don't know..i am coming home. well, tonight was spent attempting to empty my closet filled with dirty and clean clothes(yes, dirty and clean because sometimes I get lazy and just..ya i'm sure you can relate) because this weekend, my roommate decided to head north back home which leaves the room to myself! OH DO I LIVE FOR THESE DAYS. you honestly don't know how amazing it is to have a room to yourself until you live with someone else. Let's just say all my clothes are clean and put away as if cinderellas mice and birds came to clean up after me. SUPA CLEAN. either you got that or you didn't..i tried k? just laugh.
honestly, tonight I wanted it to be me myself and I. BUT that sure didn't happen. I got a few knocks at my door and felt like the biggest brat on the planet because I sort of just kicked them out. whoops. #sorrynotsorry. unfortunately, I couldn't keep up being the brat I was and let a friend in. not a bad idea. I GUESSSS..the word is out that i'm not "worth it" because smoking weed, drinking and having sex isn't my scene. To be completely honest, at first I was kind of hurt but then I realized holy .. that's the best compliment. I AM WORTH IT BECAUSE OF THAT. shut up dumb Dixie boys. guys, please just hear me out and let me vent for like three seconds (k maybe more but..still) ALL ANYONE WANTS TO DO HERE IS DRINK DRUGS AND HAVE SEX! AND YES THIS ALL HAS TO BE IN CAPS SO YOU KNOW HOW REAL I AM BEING. ok, venting sesh is over. *takes a few deep breaths* breathe des breathe. "nobody can make you feel inferior unless you let them" -Eleanor Roosevelt
wait. hold up puhhhleeease! back to the topic about me moving home..Jesus please (kinda, sort of, not begging) let me pack up all my best friends I have met here in my suitcase and let them live with me 5ever. seriously though. why do the cons have to over weigh the pros on this decision of me moving. holy patootie. *sheds a tear or two* why does life do this to us? perty please explain.
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guys, my best friend turned in his mission papers yesterday! AH this is legit happening. please help me. feeling so happy for him right now it is so unreal. THE CHURCH IS SO TRUE. I've seen the lords hand bless me in so many ways this past week. #blessed. yeah, I've thrown out two hashtags in this post and I don't even mind. the haters can't seeeeee. (woah, i'm getting a little too dorky) *takes a second to giggle because of how excited I am to have the room to myself* tehe. so when my friend came over to visit today we had this huge long heart to heart about relationships. oh boy 0-100 real quick. I loved what he said though..let me attempt to repeat what he said..shoot i'm gunna butcher it. basically he told me when you are in a relationship with someone take the time to step back with them and say are they helping me become a better person? where is this going and where will this lead me? I really took deep thought into that and looked around at my friends thinking in my head those questions bud said. which ones were really actually helping me and which friends am I helping or should be helping? kind of really got deep for a sec.
anyhoo. I'll end this post with something true, genuine and something that will warm your heart either now or later in the future. Yes, it is a scripture because what else would it be? Isaiah 49:15-16 || I will not forget you. I have written you on the palms of my hands.
xoxo
