My fingers seems to freeze because what I want to write..AH lets just face the fact that I sound complainy when I write about this certain subject.
Listening to my one and only bon over doesn't seen to help the fact any either because his music puts me into bottomless thought and I want to cry for no reason at all. Maybe because his music is so enticing. Overall lesson : overthinking kills you.
Sometimes the Holy Ghost prompts you do something. Listen.
Because I was just promoted to watch a Mormon message and my loneliness left.
"If we have faith in Jesus Christ the hardest as well as easiest of times in life can be a blessing. In all conditions we can choose the right with guidance of the spirit. We have the gospel of Jesus Christ to shape and guide our lives if we choose it. We never need feel that we are alone or unloved In the lords service. We can feel the love of God. The savior had promised angels on our left and on our right to bear us up and he always keeps his word"- Elder Henry B. Eyring
This simple but true loving statement shaped my night very differently.
I am filled with the lords love. I know he knows what I'm feeling. I know he cares. I know. I'm blessed.
He wiped away my sweet salty tears that rolled down my face tonight.
It's nice to fall asleep happy. Loved and watched over. Did I already say. I'm blessed.
Here is my very sweet angel.
Be happy sweet souls .
Yours truly.
Desiree