Last night I lyed in bed with only one thing on my mind. I couldn't sleep
I went to sacrament and this sweet old lady arose to the stand to give her talk.
My mind was still glued to my problem. All my intestines twisted and turned until I felt completely most utterly empty. My heart was thumping uncontrollably. Tears wanted to rush out my eyes but I had to stay strong.
I said a small prayer in my heart begging..begging for his help.
Then my attention focused to the sacrament speaker. Her strong but simple words touched my spirit. The words she spoke kept pearcing my soul and softening my heart. "He left what he loved , for something he loved even more(the savior)"
The answer to my prayer.
I literally had to close my eyes and try to hold back all the grateful tears that wanted to pour out. At my lowest point, when I thought all was lost.. The Lord was there for me . To tell me everything was ok. I'm here for you.
Writing this now , I'm still bawling.
I'm so blessed to know the gospel. To know that I can ask for help with an open heart and hear what I need to hear. I'm so blessed. I can't even explain my love for the savior . I have a strong testimony on prayer and the unconditional love the savior has for each and every one of us.
Xoxo.
P.s. I had the best Sadie's date. Hott. Muscles. And funny.
I love you all.