17 years young

While the last 60 minutes of my birthday lasts I might as well write a blog post. 
Happy birthday to the mistake baby!

I got many birthday wishes and am so berry grateful for them all. Even from a long lost..Barbie boy. Shh cover your Ojos. You never saw that.

Time flies. The countdown starts officially. 365 days until I am 18 and free from living the life of divorced parents. 
Honestly . Sometimes I get so frustrated and think "why me? I thought Heavenly Father only gave us challenges we could handle." So I kinda had to talk to myself and say.. Well, I must be able to handle this if I'm given this challenge.
So this simple phrase has stuck with me
~ you will make it because you can do it

I can do this baybeeee!

This birthday has taught me a lot. Family. How important they are to me. 
I know I'm that accident baby but.. I'm so happy I'm here! I'm so grateful for everyone I've ever met who has made me stronger, given me hope, held my hand through the toughest times, cried with me or even  hurt me

17 years young.

Didn't get to blow out any candles tonight. But I'll tell you what I would have wished for.

To have my lil man {.. Gosh can't even type this without crying..} Joaquin. Lil brother of mine be here to celebrate with me. 

So here's the secret candle I blow out now .. & wish To see him in my dreams tonight. 

With love. 
Big n tuff 
(Bless my heart)
- Desiree Jasmin Rogers