And. My teachers in elementary use to always tell me to never ever ever start a sentence with and. WELL BOOM. I just did.

Its not any average weekend. Oh NOT at all. I am sitting on my white comfy bed thanks to a new friend (not so friend) Long story short: A guy had a crush on me and bought me a mattress pad so I could sleep at night. Did anything good come out of the relationship? NO. EEK.
I literally came to college wanting no relationship at all and all I've really gotten is JUST THAT.


Onto a better note of the COLLEGE LIFE.. IM A COLLEGE STUDENT! woah. I never thought the day would come. Here I am in college, on my bed blogging because it's a Saturday filled with no classes and no activities because poor college student and everyone is gone for the long holiday weekend. I was sincerely blessed with amazing roommates. My actual roommate is LDS and so we have many things in common! My other roommates also known as suite mates are from California and Hawaii. My closest roommate is one from California.. we have a weird connection. She doesn't like to show her emotions.. secretly though. I say "bye guys , LOVE YOU!" and I get "sure" from her and later she will send me a sweet text saying "love you too!"
BUM HEAD. I have met many many friends. I also have this friend who is vegan and is super picky on what he can eat. It's interesting really..I'm not sure how I could handle that. I LOVE GOODIES.
I love how everyone is so accepting here. Everyone is in the same boat, there is no cliques and it's ok to be COMPLETELY alone.

Last sunday I had the privellege to attend church with my two roomates and another amazing friend..oh and another friend! Three of them are both catholic but still made the choice to come be pals with us at church! AWESOME! Just about an hour ago two VERY attractive missionaries came over to our dorm and shared a message about repentance with my suitemates. LUCKILY they made an appointment for next week to share another message. haha I'm so terrible..wanting missionaries to come over because eye candy. LOL. on another side of it.. I'm also very excited to hear what they have to say. I love hearing from missionaries and hopefully my suitemates can soften their hearts enough to get something out of it and come closer Christ.

IN THE END.. I'VE LOVED LOVED LOVED EVERYTHING ABOUT COLLEGE!

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Know your true friends in college. Don't be in a rush to grow up, and never forget how worthy you are. In life there comes a time where you have to listen to your heart and gut, who cares don't follow the crowd be the leader of your life. - your suitemate (Odalys)
I WANT A MAN.
who will be there hold me when times are hard
who will always make me laugh
who worthily holds the priesthood
who loves god
who has a soft heart
who doesn't give up
who keeps pinky promises (i take those seriously, hehe)
who loves me for who i am. my laugh, the way I see things,
my dorkiness my sassy frass. my features and even my flaws
who teaches me
and last but not least, a man that will never ever even think
about cheating on me.




It's been a month

Hello. My fingers freeze because as you know.. I forgot how to just let loose and type every word my mind comes up with.


It's been a month since corbin and I broke up but we still can't seem to stop talking to eachother. But YES! It's hard .. letting go of someone who was always there for you, someone you knew would answer the phone if you had night mares, late night FaceTime falling asleep to eachothers human noise , laughing at eachothers raw humor or just sitting looking into eachothers eyes not saying a word 

It's been a month since I've..Tried to figure out myself. Who I am? Who I'm going to become. I'm starting school in fall. Not close to home.. *tears rush down face* and it seems to sink in more and more each day. I'm terrified but extremely excited. What are these feelings?! Someone please explain.

It's been a month.. And I've grown to know my God & savior more. They love me! Holy cow I've been so blessed in so many ways this month. When things seem to fall apart and you can't do anything or take control.. There will forever be a solution. Prayer! My heart is full of love. The Lord knows you. He knows your problems. He knows why you're sad& he knows why your upset so he works through his children on earth to help and comfort you. I lied in tears one night crying because I couldn't hold it in any longer , when I received a text from my aunt saying she suddenly had the impression to text me. We talked for the rest of the night. My heart was softened and I was comforted. I knew god worked through her to help me. I'm so blessed.
I've also been beyond stressed about college and the extreme amounts you must pay to go. I was placed on the waiting list for my apartments because we turned in the money too late , when just a couple of days ago I received an email notifying me that someone cancelled their room and if I paid, I'd get the spot! Everything is falling into place because I let God take over. 
He will guide you! I KNOW it with all my heart. 


It's also been a month since I've had my bed to myself. A sweet little miss (my sister) keeps jumping on the side of my bed to have a sleepover. More like she moved in. But she's off to girls camp tomorrow which means bed to myself!! I will definitely miss her company though. She'll have so much fun in the middle of the bahooonies building fires , singing songs and giving all her time to The Lord. 

It's been a month since I've gone to bed at a decent time as well. On that note.. Sweet dream and lots of kisses.

Yours truly . Me Desi



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crazy that it's all over .. but even though it is.. I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER!
thankful for all the people who came out to support me and my friends who stuck by my side through out high school! I couldn't have done it with out any of these sweet souls! pics from the senior all nighter will be up soon! Once again.. thankful beyond words for these people i love.
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with you

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im in love with life?
+ I have the sweetest best friend
+ Senior sluff day tomorrow.. at.. Lagoon
+ IM GRADUATING NEXT WEEK!
+ my birthday is on friday the 23rd 
+ STILL STOKED ON THE THOUGHT OF GRADUATION
on a sad note.
my mom has decided to completely put up walls in our relationship.
my heart breaks everyday because of it. I so long for a close relationship with
her. ugh . My seminary teacher told me the other day "when you cant ..." ope.. very awkward I forgot what he said.. but it was very good!  need a scripture to mark? I gotchu! James 1: 5 If any man lack wisdom, let him ask of god. I love scriptures! I started a scripture challenge for myself a week & a half or so ago and honestly it was the hardest to get myself out of my cozy bed sheets to grab my scriptures on my desk. Then I just imagined a whole bunch of the devils angels yelling into my ear to stay in bed and just let my eyes rest..SO i immediately got up out of bed and read my scriptures! I AM SO GLAD I DID! I've been reading them every night with out even thinking twice. I even grab them before I get into my cozy bed. (STOP laughing this is a cool moment for me k? I'm lovin it.) 
For those of you who haven't read the Book of Mormon I strongly encourage you to read! YES.. It can be a challenge at first, but as you read you can't stop. There is something about it that just grabs you and moves you. I truly LOVE it.
xoxo.  
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