It's been a month

Hello. My fingers freeze because as you know.. I forgot how to just let loose and type every word my mind comes up with.

It's been a month since corbin and I broke up but we still can't seem to stop talking to eachother. But YES! It's hard .. letting go of someone who was always there for you, someone you knew would answer the phone if you had night mares, late night FaceTime falling asleep to eachothers human noise , laughing at eachothers raw humor or just sitting looking into eachothers eyes not saying a word 

It's been a month since I've..Tried to figure out myself. Who I am? Who I'm going to become. I'm starting school in fall. Not close to home.. *tears rush down face* and it seems to sink in more and more each day. I'm terrified but extremely excited. What are these feelings?! Someone please explain.

It's been a month.. And I've grown to know my God & savior more. They love me! Holy cow I've been so blessed in so many ways this month. When things seem to fall apart and you can't do anything or take control.. There will forever be a solution. Prayer! My heart is full of love. The Lord knows you. He knows your problems. He knows why you're sad& he knows why your upset so he works through his children on earth to help and comfort you. I lied in tears one night crying because I couldn't hold it in any longer , when I received a text from my aunt saying she suddenly had the impression to text me. We talked for the rest of the night. My heart was softened and I was comforted. I knew god worked through her to help me. I'm so blessed.

I've also been beyond stressed about college and the extreme amounts you must pay to go. I was placed on the waiting list for my apartments because we turned in the money too late , when just a couple of days ago I received an email notifying me that someone cancelled their room and if I paid, I'd get the spot! Everything is falling into place because I let God take over. 

He will guide you! I KNOW it with all my heart. 

It's also been a month since I've had my bed to myself. A sweet little miss (my sister) keeps jumping on the side of my bed to have a sleepover. More like she moved in. But she's off to girls camp tomorrow which means bed to myself!! I will definitely miss her company though. She'll have so much fun in the middle of the bahooonies building fires , singing songs and giving all her time to The Lord. 

It's been a month since I've gone to bed at a decent time as well. On that note.. Sweet dream and lots of kisses.

Yours truly . Me Desi

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crazy that it's all over .. but even though it is.. I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER!

thankful for all the people who came out to support me and my friends who stuck by my side through out high school! I couldn't have done it with out any of these sweet souls! pics from the senior all nighter will be up soon! Once again.. thankful beyond words for these people i love.

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with you

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im in love with life?

+ I have the sweetest best friend

+ Senior sluff day tomorrow.. at.. Lagoon

+ IM GRADUATING NEXT WEEK!

+ my birthday is on friday the 23rd 

+ STILL STOKED ON THE THOUGHT OF GRADUATION

on a sad note.

my mom has decided to completely put up walls in our relationship.

my heart breaks everyday because of it. I so long for a close relationship with

her. ugh . My seminary teacher told me the other day "when you cant ..." ope.. very awkward I forgot what he said.. but it was very good!  need a scripture to mark? I gotchu! James 1: 5 If any man lack wisdom, let him ask of god. I love scriptures! I started a scripture challenge for myself a week & a half or so ago and honestly it was the hardest to get myself out of my cozy bed sheets to grab my scriptures on my desk. Then I just imagined a whole bunch of the devils angels yelling into my ear to stay in bed and just let my eyes rest..SO i immediately got up out of bed and read my scriptures! I AM SO GLAD I DID! I've been reading them every night with out even thinking twice. I even grab them before I get into my cozy bed. (STOP laughing this is a cool moment for me k? I'm lovin it.) 

For those of you who haven't read the Book of Mormon I strongly encourage you to read! YES.. It can be a challenge at first, but as you read you can't stop. There is something about it that just grabs you and moves you. I truly LOVE it.

xoxo.  

preparing for new

Had fun with this little stinker yesterday!
Shes going to be graduating elementary the same day I graduate High School!
I swear it was only yesterday I graduated from elementary as well.
Its crazy how time flies right out of your hands! My birthday is in 10 days (YES I'm counting down)why wouldn't I? Andddd I'm pretty excited! Legal n all that. GROWING UP to do..
bleh. count me out. JUST KIDDING ! I'm stoked! Time to start a new chapter in my life! Weee!
let the show begin. I don't even know what that's suppose to mean. but hey.. here we go:)
xoxo

Hola. Im backkkkkkuh!

Prolly forgot about me. Its ok though.

Anywhoo, Desi signed up for college classes yesterday so..I dont know you can call me a big girl or something. Prolly? Or Prolly not? {corbin is so awesome and hot i love him} Corbin wrote that.

For those of you who don't know!.. I have a boyfriend. Pretty cute right? yes, i give you permission to stalk and talk about how adorable we are. He's my best friend and I absolutely love spending time with him laughing and learning more and more about each other! I love the nugg of mine!

xoxo

Desiree Jasmin

February was quite the difficult // best time of the year for me! Lost n gained friends. & have been spending lots of time with my sweet angel at his cemetery alone lately! I actually took a run to get in some sort of shape as well. Let me tell yuh.. that was rough. I'm not in shape at all! More work to be done definitely. Not a lot to say except for my most sincere apologies about not finishing my blog challege! WHOOPS! college classes can be THE worst sometimes! SO ya. kisses to all those who still read my blog. loveeee you. I hope errybody had the best valentines day even if they didnt have someone special to share it with! Just in case any of you wanted to know and for me to brag a lil'.. I had the funnest valentines day! Uhm my dad just walked in and read my blog. AWKO TACO. hehe. kk im leavin now cuz my motivation to write is suddenly gone so im going to enjoy the rest of my lazy sunday:) 

maholo. xoxo

P.S im addicted to pinterest.

like how what why .