Christmas wishlist
money
hola. ok as many of you obviously already know.. christmas is literally around the corner. that was fast right? I swear I went on my first date up to temple square a month ago! It also seems like I was sitting down at my old wooden table at home w writing a christmas wish list to my favorite person, Santa Clause. As i got older I grew out of the barbie/doll stage and went onto technology onto clothes and now im sitting here thinking if i am even still allowed to write a christmas list. haha im old now and despite that fact.. i made my own little christmas list. HAHA. (hate on it) This year I asked santa..whoever that might be.. for 1// a terrarium (i probably spelled that wrong, whoops) because they are so CUTE! i love little things and plants. 2// a state necklace. HA you probably already have the idea on why i might want a state necklace..but that ill share for another time. 3// MONEY. probably the thing i most need right now.. just saying it gives me the ~eeber jeebers (what? is that even a word??) Soooo, i'm moving back home..yada yada yada. I put my room up for sale a while ago and STILL am searching. ask me how upset i am 1-5...definitely a 5. Unfortunately that means i will have to buy it out.. which will cost 400 dollars i do not have. did that scare you for me? because it surely scared me. anyhoo..if any of you know a place i can sale my place quicker or would like to dontate to the poor (AKA me.) I would appreciate it.
Onto a not so stressful topic thanksgiving was..great! very different, but great. I got to spend time with not only one of my families but BOTH this year because I am 18. finally. and i would loveee to splurge on all the things i am thankful for this year. thankful for the gospel..it's taught me everything I know and has guided me for the better. I know it's what brings me true happiness. I'm thankful i have a little angel who is there for me no matter what. I know know know know that he watches over me and i couldnt have asked for a better friend. OBVIOUSLY family! I wouldn't be where I am today without them. I've grown to know how important they truly are and how much we need family in our life. there would be a never ending list of things they have done for me. I am also thankful for my friends..my friends now and past friends because i think that there are pieces of everyone I ever spent time with in my personality. I am thankful for my freedom, health and college. for college because I have personally grown more than I ever have. I am emotionally stronger and more outgoing which has helped me beyond imagination. My friends here have taught me so much in ways i wouldn't be able to learn anywhere else. They've given me challenge(so many), hope, guidance and they accept me for who I am. They let me sing in tones that aren't even real, they can watch me dance the weirdest moves out there. they can look me in the eye when tears are falling down my face and make up smeared all over. they've listened to all my crazy boy drama and help me realize what will be best for me.They don't hide from my natural beauty hehe and they can handle how crazy obnoxious I am. They listen to my non stop talking(crazy to believe I know) but they are there for me and I couldn't be more blessed. In the end i'm most thankful for music..lol jk that's not what i am most thankful for but ya..it's high on the list. The list could go on and on but there is something called time..and im loosing track of it..so I definitely need to get sleep.
until next time.
xoxo