Blog Challenge Day 2
| first love |

I dont really know how to start off with this post. I've talked ones leg off about this Mr. before.

Where we met: We met in our ninth grade english class. I was quite scared to have to sit by him to tell you the truth. A big outgoing polynesian sitting next to shy and bashful Desi. COMPLETE oppisites. He was class clown, i was geeky ready to learn me. One day he invited me to his friends party and i was in shock that mr. popular class clown was asking me to go to this party. I quickly took the invite and ran off. If you're wondering if I attended the party..your answer is no. lol. Around that same time he told everyone in our small clump of tables to go to his football game! soo.. yes, I secretly went to the football game with my friend and mom and bragged about how he was the football captain and how special I felt that he invited me to some party. In the halls at school he would always ask me what movie I was in and I would give him the same answer every time wondering why he couldn't remember! He would walk me to my classes and ask me questions, and even though I barley said one word he would still find a reason to stand by me to talk to me. Then he messaged me on Facebook.. and from there we got each others number.

After that feelings for him started to grow.. but they were on and off. We were very bad at communication. We started liking other people.
That January my sweet brother returned to heaven and in desperate need of comfort, he opened his arms for me. That instant my heart belonged to him. His sister had also passed away and he gave me words of comfort. After that I remember him walking with the girls (yes there is an S on girls) he liked and told myself in my head with such confidence that I would be his girl again and not them. Lucky Ducky me, it happened! On February 14, I was his girl *officially*

As time went on he wrote me a song and played it in the talent show (had to keep it a secret to hug or else his mom would see) I was on cloud 9. He treated me like royalty. On my birthday he gave me a pillow pet, lip gloss and a necklace! THE SWEETEST! those things are very sentimental to me to this day! We spent endless hours together!! As we entered high school, we didnt seperate! We were bestfriends! He still is my bestfriend infact. My love for him grew stronger n stronger

Fun Fact: We didnt kiss till the winter of sophmore year. True love lemme tell you.
After all our fights and breakups we always found a way back to eachother. He's always been a good example and sweet friend in my life. 
I could go on in explaining our relationship to this day but you'd get lost in a crazy love story.
So ill end in short. HES DE COOLEST n I love det silly kid to this day! haha

I guess, you'll know what love is when it happens. You care about them so much! Butterflies. Always butterflies. You care about their happiness. love.


Onto another note, I LOVE MY SEMINARY CLASS.
I have THEE best teacher and classmates!
Positive Vibes always.
xoxo
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Blog Challenge

+ Self  +
yo yo yo
I always feel like i need to start out with some sort of gangsta rap.
so i'm taking on the blog challenge. my first day begins with a selfie.
This picture happens to be the only decent picture I haven't posted it. 

+ I'm seventeen. I live in a beautiful home with a beautiful family
Im a lover, sentimental person, cryer, laugher. Sun lover, but mostly my heart crys out for the rain.
Only in spring though.. wait scratch that.. it can definitely rain in the summer too! And i'd rather have rain than snow. Why? because nobody has ever taken me to go skiing or snowboarding. I LOVE breakfast. Probably one of my most favorite meals. French toast is de best. I also love food. Everyone does though.. so thats not even something unique about me. lol.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE music. What would my life be without it? prolly nothing. I say prolly a lot, i should stop. Cats are cute. I prolly* just lost 7 zillion readers by saying that. Why are people cat haters? they take care of themselves n walk around all cutie! Ya, they get all grumpy and old but so do we. I love lemonade! I love dancing though! You just close your eyes, turn up the music..not just a little.. but ALL the way. full blast or dont even try. Then you just let your emotions fly out your body. theres a few things that make up me.  

another thing.. i love little kiddos. 
I cant wait to tuck my little nuggies into bed or have them snuggled up to me in their pj's.
Just because we are on the subject ill tell you what cute names i kinda have picked out. ( you can judge me) Remi, Kostyn, Chanel & Beckham. I have more but those are my faves so far. 

Besides Selfie Day one.
Id like to take this small moment in life and freak out about college.
I'm ready to do something people call "sciddaddle "
I'm ready for the challenges of the world. Hurry up and let school end and get me graduated 
PLEASE!

until tomorrow,
xoxo